NOT A PUPPY

Trip to the city.

2008-04-07T20:03:43Z

I’m off to the city to see by myself what’s going on there . After what happened lately and the alarming news report we received …

Filtered to Sakura, Shaolan and Fye.
… If I happen to find one of your corpse when I come back, I swear That if you're brought back to life I’ll kick your arse … And it doesn’t matter if you’re either a mage or a lady.

*It means “take care” in Kurogane’s language.*

Problem...

2008-02-26T00:10:57Z

[filtered from Fye...But Kurogane failed at it , so the mage can read it]

I… lost that thing the mage (aka Fye) made for me. I can’t remember if I threw it outside or used it as a target during training. Has someone seen it ?

I hate it but I don’t want to hear the idiot complain about the fact I lost his goddamn fluffy present. He can be really annoying when he starts to whine.

The thing is horribly fluffy, light brown and white with blue eyes and is patched up. If somebody happens to find it…It looks like some kind of dog plushie and it’s rather small.

And hell yes, I fucking can’t draw… And no, I haven’t got any soft spot for stupid handmade toys, I just want peace.

kuro_hagane @ 2008-02-14T00:35:00

2008-02-13T23:40:18Z

Oi, the weather’s better that’s great and all…But…
COULD THOSE F****** BIRDS STOP CHIRPING IN THE MORNING WHEN NORMAL PEOPLE ARE STILL ASLEEP ????
If it continues I’ll install a trap.

[Private easily Hackable…]
I must be tired…really tired…I can’t help but thinking about that person… Maybe it’s because she seems so fragile, I feel like I want to protect that person more than I ever wanted before. It’s a feeling I’m not really used to even if it already happened to me quite recently.
It must be tiredness… just tiredness. It’s so weird. I shouldn’t worry about others so much, I don’t care… But still
[/Private ]

[Filtered to Rei]
I… heard you wished something to Esha…Are you alright Rei-san ? Did she do anything bad to you ?

[Filtered to Fye]
I’m sorry for what happened.

14 th of february...Kurogane's got a crush on Rei :p .

Lonely ...nyaa!

2008-01-16T14:59:55Z

Aaah~♥ I'm just starting to feel better.^^ I overslept and this is just great . Mmm~morning exercises can wait. It's almost noon anyway.

This place is a little bit too peaceful, ne? It's so easy to get bored , eheh .

(private/hackable)
I don't know why , I feel so strange ... sad... as if something terrible was hanguing over me. I never feared my own past but I couldn't help but think about it during the past hours When I stared at myself in the mirror there was something different and quite depressing in my features .I automatically put up a happier face... It looked fake and somewhat forceful. Maybe it's because I don't smile that often.
There's definitively something wrong.But I can't tell.I won't ask, it might worry the others and they don't need that.
(private/hackable)

cursed, he's got Fye's personnality

>_>

2007-12-29T16:44:30Z

So tired…
What is that Christmas thing people were so much talking about few days ago ?
… Through I don’t really care, I’m just asking this out of boredom….

[filtered to the Tsubasa group]
… Is everybody alright? Have everybody recovered his memories. I just couldn’t ask during the past week.

Kid : I fear I won’t be able to train you for a while.
Mage : I sometimes hear young voice here but there was nobody home here when I got up…It ‘s neither the princess nor the kid’s voice. Who is it ?
[/filtered]

[Private-easily hackable]

I still can’t find a good position to sleep and breathing is painful.
It’s been a while I haven't been injured like this. Fortunately it would heal in few weeks… I hope so.
Damn brat, I couldn’t hurt him or I would have felt guilty for injuring the kid. I’m worried, who was he ?
I don’t remember what happened, maybe I passed out during the fight ?...I just remember he could have won but he suddenly stopped and then… nothing.

These people, the princess, the kid and the mage, even the pork bun… I shouldn’t ~~care so much~~ worry about them but now, I can’t pretend anymore that going back to Nihon is my priority.

[/Private]

=_=

2007-12-07T18:14:32Z

So much people vanished, I wonder where they are now ...

~~I just hope some of them are in a safe place...~~

I tend to think that this place was only created to drive it's prisonners insane.

*trying to revive Kurogane after a quite long hiatus though I don't know what to do with him... ' Got a lot of work from University and national student ~~riots~~ strikes had for result extra-work to do =___=;;*

The first one making a joke about dogs will get bitten...

2007-11-15T07:25:57Z

WHAT THE HELL !

If waking up feeling something fluffy and unknown next to you in bed is already freaky, discovering that the fluffy stuff is now part of your own body is even worse *pulls his black fluffy puppy tail, hoping it would go off, flattening his new ears*
This is so humiliating… * yelps in pain as he pulled too hard* and uncomfortable…
I really really hate this place. *siiiighs*

kuro_hagane @ 2007-11-06T15:47:00

2007-11-06T14:57:00Z

Back from the city… and disappointed. I found neither some choji oil, nor a new uchiko and the rice paper I found wasn't thin enought… At least I found some strong fine booze ( ♥… ahem) and thicker clothes.

These people looked as empty as I remembered. They aren’t talkative too not that I would complain.

I can’t really feel magic , but Ki yes. I went through the forest during a night and a day, and didn’t felt any presence
It may seem stupid but the trees seem to be revengeful… I kicked a root intentionally and swore (and no, I don't usually swore at trees, I was annoyed, that's all) , since that, frozen snow fell from the branch occasionally and it felt like it was aiming at me.I didn’t believed it at first but… I tripped over many times too, it’s quite abnormal though I don’t usually have much luck.

(Ooc :Back from hiatus… But I may be slower than usual (it’s possible ) to rp =_=; ... practicals and reports )

kuro_hagane @ 2007-11-02T11:19:00

2007-11-02T10:24:39Z

Everything seems to be back to normal despite the snow, and my room is calm again ~~though I regret I didn't had the chance to kick the thing that was under my bed.~~

Now that everything seems alright, I’m leaving for the city for few days ~~and have a second close look to that forest~~.

*already gone*.

kuro_hagane @ 2007-10-30T11:12:00

2007-10-30T10:18:58Z

WHAT THE HECK??? Although I shouldn't be surprised now.

The city changed… now it’s still cold but weird looking too… The carved orange vegetables are useless but funny though.

…There’s a voice coming from under my bed that keeps asking me to come and play with it…
Each time I kneel next to the bed , sword in hand to make it shut up it cackles and disappears. It’s starting to get on my nerves. Not talking about the stuff in my drawer who bit me while I was searching for something.

Sometimes I can feel something brushing past my shoulder or my face. It’s annoying, especially when you’re trying to sleep and feel like something’s trying to touch you. I hate feeling a presence without being able to see it.

Don’t tell me that now we’ll have to deal with molesting ghosts… *facepalm*

((ooc: just for the sake of crack : voices from under the bed )

damn cold...

2007-10-21T19:59:30Z

Damn place… I don’t usually complain about weather but this is too much.

Why is it suddenly freezing cold ?
I was training outside yesterday and it suddenly started to snow, I didn’t even saw the weather change… Snow clouds doesn’t usually pop up like that ! An other curse ?? But it only affected people for the moment…
I wish it was rain instead.

It must not be something usual here as the place isn’t equipped with fireplace or heat sources or whatever could bring warmth and it looks like it’s almost as cold inside than outside.

This place was already boring enough, being forced to stay inside with nothing to do slowly drives me insane …

HELL!

*has started to sneeze*
There was snow and cold in Jade country but we had the right clothes to bear with it.
I hope everybody’s alright. Especially our two desert-kids.

(Ooc : My hotmail mailbox died for the third time this month (though msn still half-works o_O), I got bored and tried to create an aim instead . I don’t get how it works yet but my screen name thing is : ptiko01 . Feel free to add it if you want to contact me.).

(/!\ Nc-17 scene in the comments)

kuro_hagane @ 2007-10-10T12:40:00

2007-10-10T10:49:07Z

Regarding the recent events :

I’ll unfortunately have to participate to the meat show, even if a dishonourable death sounds more pleasant than entering that ridiculous contest.

It also means that the one who organizes this “contest “ should better watch her back… Shit happens… And I’m hitching to raise my sword...

I’m not in my best mood ~~though it had been worse~~ due to that decision, lack of sleep(edit: it has nothing to do with the fact I'm sleeping on the couch...) and personal problems, so don’t piss me off and I won’t be ~~too much~~ aggressive.

[Filtered to Sakura and mokona]

As you accepted to become the hostess of the contest, we’ll be here to watch your back. Be nice to be careful, Haruko seems to have planned something involving you at the end of the contest, and it’s worrisome as that girl is really unstable and I consider her as dangerous.

[/Filtered to Sakura and mokona]

[Filtered to Shaolan]

I’m relieved to know that you’re staying with the princess for the moment.

We should start your training again soon.

[/Filtered to Shaolan]

[Filtered to Rei]

Are you sure you really want to go in the forest alone?

[/Filtered to Rei]

[Filtered to Tomoyo]

I’m sorry if I made you cry… really sorry. But understand that your first and third designs makes me feel really ill at ease, I won’t be able to wear them.

But your second one is really nice.

I didn’t meant to hurt you. *has a princess complex…*

[/Filtered to Tomoyo]

[Filtered to Fye]

… I told you many time that I didn’t cared about your past , but after hearing it… I’ve been cold…got angry and… I shouldn’t have.

I’ll understand if you hate me now. *feels guilty , because he didn’t heard Fye telling him he’s not a bastard... but isn't able to formulate proper apologies*

[/Filtered to Fye]

[Private, Hackable ninja’s rant]

I barely slept these last days. It sure brought memories back, and not the bests. And worries too, I don't want to lose anybody anymore...

I shouldn’t have nightmare, I’m not a kid anymore… Training instead of sleeping is not the best solution… I thought it would make me feel tired but it kept me awake instead.

Now I’m sure I didn’t lose my swordsman’s skills and that’s a good thing but I’m sore after so much time without training … and got some nasty bleeding blisters on my hands, between the index and the thumb must be the worse… in the middle in the palm too… Ack… ¬_¬;;; stupid softening skin.

I really need to kick some ass.

[/Private]

Has an headache... and is pissed off.

2007-09-06T20:28:22Z

Next time I'm making a fool of myself like that , just shoot me... or at least sedate me.
Please, do forget/forgive (?) any idiocy I could have told. I wasn't really myself and was conviced that I was ok.

To clarify things :

-I'm not the nice outgoing kind of person. The least I hang around with morons, the better I feel.
-I hate when people mourn/complain, I usually don't give a damn about the other's misfortune.
-I HATE cute/pink/cuddly/fluffy things. If I squealed over them the past days, I feel really ashamed of this now.
-I would never wear pink again, it makes my eyes bleed. And I intend to burn the goddamn shirt you saw on my back the past two days.
-I still don't like the insufferable pork bun even if it didn't do anything wrong for the moment.It's not fair but I don't care.
-Don't call me dad or I'll consider the fact of eviscerating you slowly and painfully.
-I'm really pissed off, no teasing game, "ménage à trois" propositions, or stupid nicknames or I'll swear I'll move my ass from my chair to kick yours.

I'll be ~~sulking~~ , meditating about my behaviour until my head stops pounding.
Please, keep everything who:

-squeals
-talks too much
-speaks faux-french
-bounces

away from me or I'll bite him/she/it.

Thanks.

[[ I wanted Kurogane to attend the lolli-shota party but my poor internet struggles to load the page... more than 150 message is too much for it. too bad ^^; ]]

^_____^!!!

2007-09-03T14:27:03Z

I thinks today should be a great day, we had too much lousy days lately.
I feel …~~pretty ♪~~ happy, light hearted and I suddenly wanted to share it. It’s not like I was such in a good mood that I’d be able to have a friendly chat with Moko… err the pork bun but …
… it worries me a little bit, the last time I felt that good …Well… The Suwa country was still prosperous and …I don’t know why I’m writing about this, it makes me sad.
;_;

I just tried the pink shirt “someone” chose for me and I must admit it looks good on me, even if something in my mind tells me I look ridiculous… But I don’t care ^^!!!!!!

[[ Kurogane’s suffering from the curse. He’ll be more open with the others, in a quite joyful/optimistic/eccentric mood, but will care less about people and their feelings.]]

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2007-08-28T15:49:32Z

The kid and the princess are here, now there's only the white manjuu missing. it's not that I'm complaining about it's absence but it still has my sword.
If anybody finds it , please tell us. *wants his sword *

[private , but hackable... kurogane is pretty bad at informatics]
I have bad presentments about the next days... Ours relations were already pretty tense lately, at least before we came here, but I fear it'll get worse after what happened... I would be really surprised if thing were taking the easy way.
I feel stupid writing to myself ¬_¬;;;; but I needed it
[/private]

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2007-08-18T16:18:14Z

I slept awfully, my room's a mess and my second best sword is still missing. Great. And I just saw that the tip of my nose is still black . I ~~want~~ need to kill somebody.
This place should be called hell.

What the ?

2007-08-12T00:11:43Z

Where the hell am I ? The last think I did I could remember was removing the snoring manjuu bun from the face of the sleeping princess before she suffocate and then…nothing. We couldn’t have stepped in another dimension yet… This world looks like a mix of outo and Hanshin, it looks rather peaceful and this annoys me. The others are nowhere to be seen. It’s not that I’m complaining to finally get a little bit of peace but … well the kid isn’t strong enough to assure the protection of two careless idiot and a sleepy princess and being dragged unconscious in an unknown place is never of good omen. Maybe I should throw a better look at the surroundings.